Now we have THAT taken care of...

AH.... emotional issues galore - my goodness! I think when a person is spinning wildly out of their own mind, they shouldn't be thinking so much, right? Also, making big decisions that seem sane at the time, still not a great idea.

1st of all, I'm MOSTLY OK now.

2nd, I am quitting the podcast, as such.

3rd, I am also sorta keeping the podcast partly to keep those of you who never check this blog informed on the big stuff. What does that mean? Well, it means that I will keep blogging about my knitting and now and then occasionaly I'll talk about knitting into a microphone, too. But mostly I will be using my podcast for updates on the thing I am shooting for now.

4th, what am I shooting for now? Well, it may be a pie in the sky idea and it may not, but I am going to start concentrating more on my priorities - Family and Faith. At the same time, I need my life back and a couple of my dreams. I need to flex my art muscles and see what I can do. Be it singing, photography, painting or knitting.

So there you have part of the story. I haven't got the whole thing planned out the way I normally would, but that's a good thing. I need to be more of a go with the flow some and paddle like heck when I'm headed in the wrong direction - more balance, I guess.

• I am going to try and make sort of a demo type album. Partly because I know some of you have asked me to sing more, so it's for you. It's also for me to see what I can do. It's also a demo to show others what I can do to see if I can get a couple of gigs. Fortunately I have connections in this area who are happy to help me with that by getting me practiced singing with a live band. I've done it a couple of times before, but I was MUCH less confidant then. Thanks to all of YOU, I have more of that than I have had for a long time.

• I may also have some interesting photography opportunities, but we'll have to wait and see about that. I have a lot of work to do in preparation for that and I can't wait to get started.

These two things are sort of tied up with each other, but I'll explain that later. So depending on what's going on...... I'll be chatting up the microphone sooner or later. I'm not the official babysitter anymore, so that won't be preventing any of this stuff any longer. (sometimes it feels good to quit a job, even if you love it on some level)

So stay tuned, this podcast will never be quite the same, and that's ok, because .......

It's my Podcast and I'll change if I want to...
Change if I want to...
Change if I want to...

You would change too blah blah blah blah blah BBLLLLLLAAAAAAHHHHHH =)*)